I can't pick between people, even when the best choice is obvious.
Things are at a down right now. So called it.

it's coming down to me making a decision. i'm tired of being tugged left and right. and i'm about to just say, no one.
who to trust? who to trust? i don't know if i can even trust my self
and you're right, i am addicted to *. you know what it means when i ask you to come over
you know exactly what it means. i hear no arguments

c'mon in, again and again, i'll always let you in.
sweatin' in my bed sweatin' in my bed
where else would i rather be?

rifts are smoothing themselves out, yeah they are
sleeeeeeeeep deprived, oh my god, how sleep deprived i am

I am way out of my element lately
I am trying to patch up the holes but the water inches up little by little